Syukor rezeki yg di beri

Yes! Lee D won A.I season 9! 

kabak kabak ku after membaca status my uda psl A.I.. check tenet.. and hu-ha, glad this year.. no surprises.. heheheh To Lee Dewyze: jgn tah ambong2 aah.. jumpa di jln, angkat tangan jadi tah ah.. klu angkat kirai, lagi okay.. ekekekekekke... 

Hot story in newspaper and facebook: Urg buang anak di Hospital Ripas.. hmm.. sayu hatiku mbaca.. yeah.. for obvious reason, i would want to adopt that baby girl.. kana buang2 inda kana gunai.. Alhamdulillah tah jua she's alright, walaupun currently still in ICU/SCBU for close monitoring.. hope she's okay and growing well.. People said di hospital bnyk jua baby kana tinggalkan indongnya.. sometimes because parent nya non-bruneian.. sometimes parentnya student masih.. Iatah dugaan Tuhan tu, some people would see that as beban.. I believe that is God's way for showing us that Ya syg kitani.. supaya kitani sadar inda hanyut di bawa arus keduniaan.. 

Reminisced the past: last year i was offered a baby (lahir tia kali sudah masa ani).. the mother was on the verge of divorce and fell pregnant.. She's not working and has another two sons to take care off.. So she offered the baby to me supaya the future of the baby will be well-taken care off.. Discussed with hubby, of coz lah kami mau.. Rezeki Allah, jgn di tolak.. then after kami agreed & jumpa kedia, rupanya conditional baby nya atu.. she put a price-tag! the way she said it lagi as if she's doing us a favor (since kami ani pun alum bebaby lgi).. aduhai.. 

pikir punya pikir, discussed with family members & friends (yeah, 99.9% disagreed utk ambil baby atu).. we decided not to take the baby.. bukan pulang psl berkira price tag nya atu.. ada sebab musabab nya yg lain kami pikir inda wajar kami jaga baby atu.. After we decided inda dpt ambil the baby atu.. i cried with hubby.. wlupun alum hak milik kami.. tpi sedih jua lah.. how can we feel sad for something or someone we didn't own? Tawakal  'Alallah.. We believed God has better plan for us and better plan for the baby.. It was not meant to be.. Two months after that, we heard the mother found another "Insan" yg sudi adopt her baby.. God bless her..and at the same time, God replaced that baby with a baby of our own..Wlupun rezeki Allah bagi inda lama.. but alhamdulillah the short experience was worth it.. We know ada reason/hikmah sebalik apa saja dugaan yg Allah bagi kitani.. it takes strength, effort & love to overcome the dugaan and move forward with positivity..

Conclusion nya today: Bila nya kana bagi rezeki atu.. syukor2 tah.. mun inda beguna, bari dangan.. bnyk lagi insan2 yg mau menjaga baby.. nda payah di siksa baby atu.. Today we lucky-beany discussed, if we were offered another baby, chana.. I would say we're always be ready for apa jua yg kana bari.. if it meant to be, the path will be easier.. insya Allah..

That's that.. Today mcm trsedih tah pulang.. wahahah.. anyway.. God's will.. Insya Allah..

Lastly, Al-fatihah to our baby.. semoga trgolong didalam kekasih2 Allah di syurga... 

Amin..